Gnight!
Visst har jag blivit duktig på o uppdatera:D hehe laddar upp allt via min lur men det räknas ändå va?:) nu sova,Haparanda imon som sagt:) kram!
Fixat mina naglar!
Again. Har ju gjort gelenaglar sen 07 så har dem alltid på mig själv... Mina egna naglar är så fula så jag biter av dem o skäms när jag måste fästa tippen så högt upp! Nu försöka ha dessa utan o ledsna nån vecka o sen fixa om dom så jag får lite längre egna naglar. :)
lördag!
Hellooo :) Kommer till haparanda redan imorgon! Ser fram emot o komma hem faktiskt. Flera viktiga människor o träffa o hänga med. Flera viktiga 'möten'.... Skönt med minisemester!
Ska få mitt hår färgat, sola lite och promenixa. Känner mig säkert som en ny människa när jag kommer tillbaka nästa söndag!
Kan komma hem nu redan för att jag ändå inte får jobba när jag har ont i armbågen. Inget är brutet men läkaren ville att jag ska vara sjukskriven ända fram till tisdag iallafall. Så åker hem till mamma!
Ligger i soffan just nu efter att ha tvättat lite o umgåtts med joni, vart o käkat o skrattat åt en massa idiotgrejer :D
Min fina ♥
Snart börjar en film på tv, tänkte glo film o samtidigt fixa mina naglar så jag har långa o fina naglar inför min semester :D hehe
Makoilen täs sohvalla... vieläkin kyynärpää kipee ja en saa mennä vielä töihin joten lähden huomenna haaparantaan perheeni luoks;p tosi muksuuuuuuuu. Katotaa mitä kaikkee keksin siellä :) Tulee ikävä jonia.
Nyt aattelin laittaa kynnet ittelleni ja katella hamekyttää :) ja syödä suklaata.
Puss!
dör lite
Ska få mitt hår färgat, sola lite och promenixa. Känner mig säkert som en ny människa när jag kommer tillbaka nästa söndag!
Kan komma hem nu redan för att jag ändå inte får jobba när jag har ont i armbågen. Inget är brutet men läkaren ville att jag ska vara sjukskriven ända fram till tisdag iallafall. Så åker hem till mamma!
Ligger i soffan just nu efter att ha tvättat lite o umgåtts med joni, vart o käkat o skrattat åt en massa idiotgrejer :D
Min fina ♥
Snart börjar en film på tv, tänkte glo film o samtidigt fixa mina naglar så jag har långa o fina naglar inför min semester :D hehe
Makoilen täs sohvalla... vieläkin kyynärpää kipee ja en saa mennä vielä töihin joten lähden huomenna haaparantaan perheeni luoks;p tosi muksuuuuuuuu. Katotaa mitä kaikkee keksin siellä :) Tulee ikävä jonia.
Nyt aattelin laittaa kynnet ittelleni ja katella hamekyttää :) ja syödä suklaata.
Puss!
dör lite
:/
Honungsmelon o ont i armbågen!! Har ett mycket viktigt bokat möte på onsdagkväll; nämligen kvalitetstid med Michaela:) kan väl säga det nu då, åker till Haparanda på onsdag o stannar till söndag. Bilen ska lagas i besiktas o så fyller våran lilla lilla tuva 4år på fredag! Skulle inte missa det för nåt i världen:) på lördagen blire Luleå o shoppa lite plus höjdpunkten; besöka ett ställe. Again. En liten minisemester för mig också:) skönt. Snart slutar min fina o då blire bau:)
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeello
oon sitte kaatunu töissä ja lyöny kyynärpään....... voihan perse. nyt sitte saikkua neljä päivää ja huomenna kuvaus medilapissa. toivottavasti siinä ei oo mtn vakavampaa. onneks mulla on j vierelläni.
kohta tulee beda! voi että mä odotan sua muru!
har trillat på jobbet idag. slagit armbågen rätt hårt o vart till läkaren o fått sjukledighet 4dagar. imorgon på morgonen röngten. blä. vilken tur att jag har j. :)
kohta tulee beda! voi että mä odotan sua muru!
har trillat på jobbet idag. slagit armbågen rätt hårt o vart till läkaren o fått sjukledighet 4dagar. imorgon på morgonen röngten. blä. vilken tur att jag har j. :)
.....
Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills
everyone thinks that i have it all
but it's so empty living behind these castle walls
these castle walls
if i should tumble if i should fall
would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
there's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls
observing the estate through the gate from the outside looking in
bet you would think i got it made, better look again
i got a Butler, got a maid, and a mansion
the belief is that I'm living out a millionaires fantasy
with phantoms and Ferrari's in the driveway
but you see the pain and the change of the same man's sanity,
your vision jaded by the Grammy's on the mantelpiece
just switch your camera lenses you would see the agony
apparently it's damaging the man you see before you
on the canvas he may seem alright but all the disadvantages his family
encounters overshadows his extravagance
walk in my nines awhile i dare you, i scare you
while it really seem like the kings life seem glamorous
as seen through the eyes of untrained amateurs
because the camera's don't see beyond the walls of the smiles
only counts until it falls in the pile
everyone thinks that i have it all
but it's so empty living behind these castle walls
these castle walls
if i should tumble if i should fall
would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
there's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls
honestly to me, i think I'd lose every benefit
of all that I've accomplished
if my kids never win at sh-t me knowing this,
why should the verses i have laid be more
important to me than the persons i have raised
i guess i'm saying that to say that opportunity
but they just don't equate to all the time they take away
from the kids all the sh-t i did right is a mistake
if deyjah end up a stripper and major out there slinging yay
how could i ever consider myself a great
if messiah ain't paid and nique nique ain't straight
would your favourite song about the whips, money and sh-t
be relevant if you found out, the money wasn't real, nope
so me being the goat shouldn't mean more to me
than see it to a king though
from a bad ass kid to man with some dough
otherwise i may well have stayed poor
so while they stay focused on me beefin with flip,
shawty low, gucci or ludacris
or if i'm f-cking with a hoe
did i snitch when i got arrested or will i die over nonsense
internally I'm dealing with this conflict
so excuse me if i don't get the chance to kiss the hand
or slap me in the face, ay i'm just the man
if they saying i ain't the best at making hit records
it's cause this my life these ain't just rapping
sh-t, you think of that deep, did ya dawg
see you can't see the castle through the walls till it falls
bitch ain't thinking with the deep, did ya dog
cause see you can't see the castle through the walls till it falls
everyone thinks that i have it all
but it's so empty living behind these castle walls
these castle walls
if i should tumble if i should fall
would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
there's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls
nobody knows i'm all alone
living in this castle made of stone
they say that money is freedom but i feel trapped inside it all
and while i sit so high up on a throne
i wonder how i can feel this low
on top of the world it's beautiful
but there's no place to fall
for the record ay, i could give a damn if i never sell sh-t again
my career was meant for me to come and tell it
honest interpretation of how affected i'm faced with
matters most rappers used to keep locked away in the basement
the day that i walk i ain't saying that i'm amazing
down playing the way i keep fellas from catching cases
won't take into consideration how much it mean what i'm saying
and when i say what i mean even when i'm sorrounded by the fakers
from one of the greatest centers, blessed with most of god's graces
who made his way amongst the greatest from the grimiest places
so next time you rating royalty, i'm always being given to recordings than
the level of your loyalty, obvious you've been ignoring me
who else ya seen make it through the storm, unharmed this charming
while all the critics was looking for prince charming
disregarded the king of the south raised doubt
even though he made a castle out of used to be a house
he did sh-t that all your favorites rappers only rap about
but most of y'all don't see the castle through the walls
and the smiles till it falls in piles so while...
everyone thinks that i have it all
but it's so empty living behind these castle walls
these castle walls
if i should tumble if i should fall
would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
there's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls
jag tror inte längre på gud
men ber ändå för dig
var eviga dag
det är bara ödet som vet
hur våran morgondag kommer se ut
och det som var igår
det är det förflutna
det gäller att kämpa
hela jävla livet
det gäller att aldrig ge upp
vad som än händer
but it's so empty living behind these castle walls
these castle walls
if i should tumble if i should fall
would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
there's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls
observing the estate through the gate from the outside looking in
bet you would think i got it made, better look again
i got a Butler, got a maid, and a mansion
the belief is that I'm living out a millionaires fantasy
with phantoms and Ferrari's in the driveway
but you see the pain and the change of the same man's sanity,
your vision jaded by the Grammy's on the mantelpiece
just switch your camera lenses you would see the agony
apparently it's damaging the man you see before you
on the canvas he may seem alright but all the disadvantages his family
encounters overshadows his extravagance
walk in my nines awhile i dare you, i scare you
while it really seem like the kings life seem glamorous
as seen through the eyes of untrained amateurs
because the camera's don't see beyond the walls of the smiles
only counts until it falls in the pile
everyone thinks that i have it all
but it's so empty living behind these castle walls
these castle walls
if i should tumble if i should fall
would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
there's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls
honestly to me, i think I'd lose every benefit
of all that I've accomplished
if my kids never win at sh-t me knowing this,
why should the verses i have laid be more
important to me than the persons i have raised
i guess i'm saying that to say that opportunity
but they just don't equate to all the time they take away
from the kids all the sh-t i did right is a mistake
if deyjah end up a stripper and major out there slinging yay
how could i ever consider myself a great
if messiah ain't paid and nique nique ain't straight
would your favourite song about the whips, money and sh-t
be relevant if you found out, the money wasn't real, nope
so me being the goat shouldn't mean more to me
than see it to a king though
from a bad ass kid to man with some dough
otherwise i may well have stayed poor
so while they stay focused on me beefin with flip,
shawty low, gucci or ludacris
or if i'm f-cking with a hoe
did i snitch when i got arrested or will i die over nonsense
internally I'm dealing with this conflict
so excuse me if i don't get the chance to kiss the hand
or slap me in the face, ay i'm just the man
if they saying i ain't the best at making hit records
it's cause this my life these ain't just rapping
sh-t, you think of that deep, did ya dawg
see you can't see the castle through the walls till it falls
bitch ain't thinking with the deep, did ya dog
cause see you can't see the castle through the walls till it falls
everyone thinks that i have it all
but it's so empty living behind these castle walls
these castle walls
if i should tumble if i should fall
would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
there's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls
nobody knows i'm all alone
living in this castle made of stone
they say that money is freedom but i feel trapped inside it all
and while i sit so high up on a throne
i wonder how i can feel this low
on top of the world it's beautiful
but there's no place to fall
for the record ay, i could give a damn if i never sell sh-t again
my career was meant for me to come and tell it
honest interpretation of how affected i'm faced with
matters most rappers used to keep locked away in the basement
the day that i walk i ain't saying that i'm amazing
down playing the way i keep fellas from catching cases
won't take into consideration how much it mean what i'm saying
and when i say what i mean even when i'm sorrounded by the fakers
from one of the greatest centers, blessed with most of god's graces
who made his way amongst the greatest from the grimiest places
so next time you rating royalty, i'm always being given to recordings than
the level of your loyalty, obvious you've been ignoring me
who else ya seen make it through the storm, unharmed this charming
while all the critics was looking for prince charming
disregarded the king of the south raised doubt
even though he made a castle out of used to be a house
he did sh-t that all your favorites rappers only rap about
but most of y'all don't see the castle through the walls
and the smiles till it falls in piles so while...
everyone thinks that i have it all
but it's so empty living behind these castle walls
these castle walls
if i should tumble if i should fall
would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
there's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls
jag tror inte längre på gud
men ber ändå för dig
var eviga dag
det är bara ödet som vet
hur våran morgondag kommer se ut
och det som var igår
det är det förflutna
det gäller att kämpa
hela jävla livet
det gäller att aldrig ge upp
vad som än händer
Gnight
Precis slutat. Röker cigg o ska sova strax. Helt slut är jag!!! Loppu slut ihmiset. Wanhan poron ovet lukossa ja nyt nukkumaan että jaksaa huomenna tehdä saman satsin. Pusipusi
Mooooorning
Vaknade precis.. Trött som fan o för en gångsskull otaggad inför jobb. Ämmilä 17-23 + wanha poro 23-04. Ska nog ta en dusch o se om jag skulle kunna inspireras av det huhu. Uppdaterar säkert senare idag:) Yritän just tässä heräillä ku pitäis jo 17 olla töissä......Ei yhtään nyt inspais nousta sängystä..:D Kirjoittelen varmaa myöhemmin jotain.
tisdag.
jag vet inte riktigt. men jag är riktigt less. på denna ständiga känsla.
måste ut från lägenheten för o dricka en jaloviina eller två för o palla. vi hörz
måste ut från lägenheten för o dricka en jaloviina eller två för o palla. vi hörz
blir galen
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife, in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight, while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from her hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love her the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fucking hates me, and I love it, wait
Where you going, I'm leaving you, no you ain't
Come back, we're running right back here we go again
It's so insane, 'cause when it's going good it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed
I snapped "who's that dude?", I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much,
you can barely breathe when you're with 'em
You meet, and neither one of you, even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feelin', yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you're gettin', fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You'd swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each others' face,
spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push pull each others' hair, scratch claw bit 'em
Throw 'em down pin 'em, so lost in them moments when you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over, it controls ya both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways,
guess that they don't know ya
'Cause today, that was yesterday, yesterday is over
It's a different day, sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her, next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Eminem:
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
Then we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
But when it comes to love, you're just as blinded, baby please
Come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship, isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity, in my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the dry wall
Next time, there will be no next time, I apologize,
even though I know it's lies, I'm tired of
The games, I just want her back, I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife, in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight, while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from her hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love her the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fucking hates me, and I love it, wait
Where you going, I'm leaving you, no you ain't
Come back, we're running right back here we go again
It's so insane, 'cause when it's going good it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed
I snapped "who's that dude?", I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much,
you can barely breathe when you're with 'em
You meet, and neither one of you, even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feelin', yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you're gettin', fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You'd swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each others' face,
spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push pull each others' hair, scratch claw bit 'em
Throw 'em down pin 'em, so lost in them moments when you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over, it controls ya both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways,
guess that they don't know ya
'Cause today, that was yesterday, yesterday is over
It's a different day, sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her, next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Eminem:
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
Then we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
But when it comes to love, you're just as blinded, baby please
Come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship, isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity, in my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the dry wall
Next time, there will be no next time, I apologize,
even though I know it's lies, I'm tired of
The games, I just want her back, I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
What to do next
Precis slutat. Dricker te på hölmölä o undrar va man skulle hitta på :) inte trött o lite busig känner jag mig... Pääsin just ja nyt jonin kaa hölmölässä juon teetä. Kohta kämpille. Haluttais tehdä jottai... Oisko ehdotuksia? :D
I'm off
@ravintola ämmilä :) åh måste färga mitt hår blir galen på utväxten. Blond is My colour :) puss
Glömde
Hello sunshine
God morgon!! J lagar frulle o jag ligger o slappar i sängen. Funderar på att gå ut i kylan o motionera men vet inte om jag pallar när det är -25.. ikväll jobb på ämmilä, kort pass idag. Endast fem timmar. Sjukt när man är van vid att jobba typ 14h per dygn:)men skönt det med ibland:) bloggar nog senare.
Good night
There is no place in the world that i'd rather be
